Her name is (YOU-KNOW-WHO). It's pretty confidential to tell her name out loud. I'll tell you why later but before that let me just at least tell you something about this particular person.
I've known her since high school back in 2005. It was that year when I had my first crush and started becoming interested with this girl but then, we were never close friends in high school. In fact, i think both of us never had any intentions to get close. In despite of that, we still do stay in touch with each other...well sometimes.
The breakthrough of our friendship came back in 2007 where both of us ended up as classmates. It was a bit of a shock knowing that this girl is my classmate but even so, I don't think there is a difference in being a classmate or not except for a fact that there is a middle person that connects both of us. Still, instead of getting close to her, I get closer and closer to this 'middle person'. But on that year itself, rumours were spread out about my crush on her until it reaches to her ears but then again, nothings changed. Another rumour also says that she hates me but I didn't wanna make it big, so I pretend like nothing happened.
I was expecting that 2008 would be a better year for us but the friendship just kept constant, no growth.
2009 was the year where we reached our peak. We went to the same college and yeah so from classmates we became collegemates. We are still keeping in touch over there but in mid of 2009, we had a huge fight over a small thing and I have to admit, It was probably my biggest mistake ever last year. We took a break for nearly 2 months.
There was a time where I think we should just stop thinking about the past, move on and focus about the future. So I put my pride at stake and took the initiatives to reconcile with her. It was worth of try as I succeed. Aftermath, we went back to square one. Just like the old days, we don't really talk that much. It felt like High School all over again!
But in the 3rd quarter of 2009, something lifted the height of our friendship. Again, just like in high school, we ended up as classmates but this time, only for a subject.
One day, in one of our tests for Islamic Studies, while waiting for the test to be over, we were chilling outside of the classroom and she started saying that she heard from someone else that I had a crush on her. Without further ado, she forced me to confess to her face to face and so we couldn't think of a better place than inside her car. It was a shaky moment yes cause I'm not used to simply confess to girls face to face but she was the first one to experience my confession.
However, I'm glad that I confess to her so that for the next couple of rounds, it should be easier for me to clear things off my chest.
Since that day, our friendship had never been better. We are so used to go to a restaurant or any food store to just chill and share stories with each other.
**AND THE REASON WHY IT IS CONFIDENTIAL TO SAY HER NAME OUT LOUD IS BECAUSE EVERY OUTINGS, EVERYTHING THAT WE DO HAS BEEN CONFIDENTIAL. WE TEND TO NOT TELL EVERYONE WHERE WE'RE HEADING, WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO OR WTV... NOT MANY PEOPLE KNOW THAT WE ARE BESTFRIENDS JUST BECAUSE THEY DON'T SEE ANY PICTURES TAKEN OF US TOGETHER. OUR FRIENDSHIP IS JUST EXCEPTIONAL
And now this year is just another year for us. Friendship and love grow stronger simultaneously and the fact that I'm studying abroad, it plays a contributing factor. In one of the malay proverbs that goes "Jauh di mata, dekat di hati". Only god knows how much I miss her each day.
Few months ago, she told me she bought a Blackberry which enables her to 'BBM' everyone in the world without worrying of any extra charges. So when I came back to Malaysia, I initially had a plan to buy myself a Blackberry so that I can keep in touch with her daily and I also thought that my dad would get one but till today, I still haven't received any news. My plan worked, I came back to Australia and the next day itself, I signed up for a Blackberry plan and everything was just all over the moon. We were getting closer and closer till it reaches to the grandest stage of them all.
With that extra gadget in hand, it kept us in touch without any obstacles whatsoever. There's not a single where I can say that I'm not smiling or not happy cause where ever she is, she never fails to make me smile or laugh every single day.
Even though, our friendship is pretty private & confidential, her name is everywhere in my heart. I can't compare her with my other close friends because she's in a very different league. No matter where I go, I believe shes always there for me (SEBAB ADA BBM LAAA BUSUK! EEEEE!). Thank you, my dear
AFTER ALL THESE YEARS, CONFLICTS AFTER CONFLICTS, I CAN CALMLY SAY THAT I LOVE YOU,
<3
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Thursday 8/12/2010
Hello!
Its Thursday and its the first day of Ramadhan. For the very first day, I've missed sehri/sahur (unbelievable). I woke up at 4:55am and bathe immediately. Apparently, I bathe a lil bit longer than usual so after I came out from shower, I heard the athan from my computer signalling Fajr. Haihhh
The time now is 2:11pm and I've got class at 3pm for Management 100. My classmate Jamine is pretty hot but since its fasting month, I better stop thinking about that HAHA (not funny).
After Management tutorial, I've got another lecture at 6pm (Marketing) in which I have to be rush all the time. This time is even worst, I have to pack some meals before that and I need to perform maghrib really fast (haih tak khusyuk!)
LASTLY, I SERIOUSLY CAN'T WAIT FOR THE START OF THE SEASON, I BELIEVE ITS MAN UTD'S TIME TO RECLAIM THE TITLE WITH THE LIKES OF JAVIER HERNANDEZ (and possibly Mesut Ozil).
Okay, so Happy Ramadhan and have a nice day! :D
Its Thursday and its the first day of Ramadhan. For the very first day, I've missed sehri/sahur (unbelievable). I woke up at 4:55am and bathe immediately. Apparently, I bathe a lil bit longer than usual so after I came out from shower, I heard the athan from my computer signalling Fajr. Haihhh
The time now is 2:11pm and I've got class at 3pm for Management 100. My classmate Jamine is pretty hot but since its fasting month, I better stop thinking about that HAHA (not funny).
After Management tutorial, I've got another lecture at 6pm (Marketing) in which I have to be rush all the time. This time is even worst, I have to pack some meals before that and I need to perform maghrib really fast (haih tak khusyuk!)
LASTLY, I SERIOUSLY CAN'T WAIT FOR THE START OF THE SEASON, I BELIEVE ITS MAN UTD'S TIME TO RECLAIM THE TITLE WITH THE LIKES OF JAVIER HERNANDEZ (and possibly Mesut Ozil).
Okay, so Happy Ramadhan and have a nice day! :D
Wednesday, 8/11/2010
Greetings and Salutations Stalkers,
This is my 3rd update in a row for this week but it won't be long I promise. Chop chop lets go!
Today is Wednesday so I have no class at all. First thing in the morning, I just chill in my room. I watched Cop Out again for the 2nd time and play with my dumbells a bit.
After Asr which is around 4 like that, I went to the Abacus lab alone, did some studying for Business Information Systems (BIS) and time flies a lil bit faster today and pejam celik pejam celik it was 1800 hours. I had to go back for Maghrib and I left my house around 7pm for isya' and terawikh.
I think God was giving me a sign or something today. While i was walking to the mosque which is quite far and dark but I realised that every trees that I passed, they sort of bow at me for some reason. But i dont wanna believe thats the case.
ANYWAY!
I was kinda surprised that the mosque is packed as though it was a friday prayer. Really really packed and I heard that the break-fasting foods are nice so AM DEFINITELY GONNA GO THERE UNTUK BUKA PUASA.
So thats about it for today and tomorrow is the first day of fasting for the Westside (Western Australia). Happy Ramadhan
Assalamualaikum
This is my 3rd update in a row for this week but it won't be long I promise. Chop chop lets go!
Today is Wednesday so I have no class at all. First thing in the morning, I just chill in my room. I watched Cop Out again for the 2nd time and play with my dumbells a bit.
After Asr which is around 4 like that, I went to the Abacus lab alone, did some studying for Business Information Systems (BIS) and time flies a lil bit faster today and pejam celik pejam celik it was 1800 hours. I had to go back for Maghrib and I left my house around 7pm for isya' and terawikh.
I think God was giving me a sign or something today. While i was walking to the mosque which is quite far and dark but I realised that every trees that I passed, they sort of bow at me for some reason. But i dont wanna believe thats the case.
ANYWAY!
I was kinda surprised that the mosque is packed as though it was a friday prayer. Really really packed and I heard that the break-fasting foods are nice so AM DEFINITELY GONNA GO THERE UNTUK BUKA PUASA.
So thats about it for today and tomorrow is the first day of fasting for the Westside (Western Australia). Happy Ramadhan
Assalamualaikum
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Tuesday, 8/10/2010
Good evening,
Finally I can update my blog for 2 days in a row (YAY?). Today was kinda boring though, nothing interesting but I'll blog about it anyways.
So I had a marketing tutorial in the morning and today was my first tutorial with Nadi Jay-DeSilva. She was effing hot! Probably one of the tutorials that I'll be looking forward to each week, the other being Management 100.
In the evening, I had Finance 203 which was super boring. I felt like I'm paying AUD 2500 per subject for nothing. Its not that the subject was boring, its the lecturer! Whatever her name was, she made me fall asleep today and for the record, I never fell asleep in classes OKAY!
After those two classes, I called my parents as usual just to check up on them while walking back to Vickery. So yadayadayada I was prepared to go to Terawikh as I initially thought esok puasa, it turns out that Western Australia will be fasting on thursday not tomorrow. I called all my muslim friends just to make sure the exact day of Ramadhan. SO YEAH WA PUASA HARI KHAMIS NOT ESOK :))
Around 7:30pm, I left my unit for common room as usual. Played pool a bit but played table tennis for 2 hours straight. Crazy much? But i love the game :D What to do, I aint got no girlfriend playa! This is what I do for living (desperate). HAHA.
After I got back to my unit, Farah sab online and as usual kitorg borak smpai gila gila nak mampos. I've been pressuring her to Top Up her BIS for goodness sake, KAU SAYANG AKU TAK? KALAU SAYANG PLEASE TOP UP THANKS! :P
So thats about it for today's activity
P/S: In the evening, vickery house's system went down, All residents cant access to their units and rooms and smua kecoh beratur kat office to validate the card till at one point, the housing assistants asked them to wait at the common room. Really I felt like in a hospital today. Smua tunggu for the name to be called hahaha and and and....
OH OH I MISS SYAFINI. I REALLY DO. Its been a while since I last borak ngan dia. I know shes been busy but all I can hope is that she can just online for a while so that I can hear her updates like always :))
Cheers and Selamat Berpuasa to my brothers and sisters :D
Finally I can update my blog for 2 days in a row (YAY?). Today was kinda boring though, nothing interesting but I'll blog about it anyways.
So I had a marketing tutorial in the morning and today was my first tutorial with Nadi Jay-DeSilva. She was effing hot! Probably one of the tutorials that I'll be looking forward to each week, the other being Management 100.
In the evening, I had Finance 203 which was super boring. I felt like I'm paying AUD 2500 per subject for nothing. Its not that the subject was boring, its the lecturer! Whatever her name was, she made me fall asleep today and for the record, I never fell asleep in classes OKAY!
After those two classes, I called my parents as usual just to check up on them while walking back to Vickery. So yadayadayada I was prepared to go to Terawikh as I initially thought esok puasa, it turns out that Western Australia will be fasting on thursday not tomorrow. I called all my muslim friends just to make sure the exact day of Ramadhan. SO YEAH WA PUASA HARI KHAMIS NOT ESOK :))
Around 7:30pm, I left my unit for common room as usual. Played pool a bit but played table tennis for 2 hours straight. Crazy much? But i love the game :D What to do, I aint got no girlfriend playa! This is what I do for living (desperate). HAHA.
After I got back to my unit, Farah sab online and as usual kitorg borak smpai gila gila nak mampos. I've been pressuring her to Top Up her BIS for goodness sake, KAU SAYANG AKU TAK? KALAU SAYANG PLEASE TOP UP THANKS! :P
So thats about it for today's activity
P/S: In the evening, vickery house's system went down, All residents cant access to their units and rooms and smua kecoh beratur kat office to validate the card till at one point, the housing assistants asked them to wait at the common room. Really I felt like in a hospital today. Smua tunggu for the name to be called hahaha and and and....
OH OH I MISS SYAFINI. I REALLY DO. Its been a while since I last borak ngan dia. I know shes been busy but all I can hope is that she can just online for a while so that I can hear her updates like always :))
Cheers and Selamat Berpuasa to my brothers and sisters :D
Monday, August 9, 2010
Rebirth of Ronnie Rockefeller
Good evening,
Blogging blog blog blog blog! I've been reading blogs that are not mine but yet I havent update mine for ages!
Alright so the reason why I've not been blogging is because I hate writing but someone (Syafini) actually told me that I'm good in it so whatever :P
Actually I dont really wanna blog anymore but Syafini's bestfriend, Nuyu Izzati who is my friend as well (possibly close friends eh? :P) asked me to blog about my Australian Journey. To be honest, I have no clue where to start but I'll go for it anyway since I've made a promise to her (sweet tak :P)
So I'm now in my 2nd semester of my first year here in Perth and you guys have missed my first semester so for those you are not up to date with my first sem dramas and stuffs, I have only one word for you.....PADANMUKASAPASURUHSOMBONGSANGATTINGGALKANISORG2KATAUSSIEHAAAPADANMUKAMALASLAAANACRITA...
Ok fine whatever, here's what I've gone through so far in the first semester.
First week of uni was boring, homesick blablablaba and since I'm a muslim, I dont go to clubs and even the tav (a bar in my uni) every wednesday night so I figured out that the only way to make friends is by doing what I do best back home.
I played pool, the first guy I played with this chinese dude who apparently was obsessed with Billiard till he even bought his own cue just to beat me badly. Damn! But despite the expensive cue, he's just okay to me cause a lot of other guys that can beat him up easily (Am not bragging but its true). So thats where it all begins, I was the underdog for pool until I played with the real players from curtin (Ahsan,Fahad, Anthony). Among those three, Fahad was the man to beat and so I played with him a couple of times. Normal stuffs and so from Fahad, I started knowing more peeps and girls as well ;)). Me and fahad used to go to other hostels and challenge them for Pool Doubles during weekends.
***OH THE NAME RONNIE ROCKEFELLER? IT WAS A NAME GIVEN BY FAHAD CAUSE HE THOUGHT THE WAY I PLAY IS LIKE RONNIE O' SULLIVAN AND SO I STARTED THINKING THAT SINCE THESE PPL CANT REALLY PRONOUNCE MY NAME PROPERLY, I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE EASIER IF THEY WOULD JUST CALL ME RONNIE INSTEAD. BUT I DONT USE EM ANYMORE, ONLY ON CERTAIN OCCASIONS JE NO BIG DEAL :))***
So yeah thats just about how i make friends in Australia and also some people thought I'm a forgotten Malay cause I dont make friends with them that much. Well, I do make friends with Malays but I dont really hang out with them just for the sake of improving my English so don't get me wrong people, I dont have any international close friends, Those ppl back home (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) are still the best in the world! :D
So 1st semester was a rude awakening for me that I need to be independent smua and it was fun. I've got a very decent results for finals so everything went well. :D
FLIP THE PAGE
2ND SEMESTER
This is my 2nd week for my 2nd semester. Everything went silky silky smooooooth and I'm so obsessed in being very well organized. I do everything and I mean everything in accordance to my weekly schedule. RETARDED MUCH? I DONT GIVE A SHIT HAHAHA.
So when I return to Vickery House, everything went okay except for one, this place is being invaded with the chinese from real pure pure China! HAHA and everyone didnt like it cause its toooooo many of them. Apparently, in my hostel, 82% of the whole residence are Chinese. Oh my days!
And also I've realized that all those cool people from the 1st semester dah balik ke negara masing-masing. Anthony told me, "Fahad's left, you're his successor" I don't know what the hell is that supposed to mean but I think its about poool. Well, I've cool down on my games and started playing table tennis more often cause I kinda like the beauty of every shots. All those swerves, swings, undercuts, AAHHHHH SO SEXY! Hahaha
And thats about it really (I think this is my longest post ever), Sorry sebab takde pictures. Not now, I'm lazy to upload but I will upload them soon I promise you :)) Take care everyone, thanks for your time and good night :D
Blogging blog blog blog blog! I've been reading blogs that are not mine but yet I havent update mine for ages!
Alright so the reason why I've not been blogging is because I hate writing but someone (Syafini) actually told me that I'm good in it so whatever :P
Actually I dont really wanna blog anymore but Syafini's bestfriend, Nuyu Izzati who is my friend as well (possibly close friends eh? :P) asked me to blog about my Australian Journey. To be honest, I have no clue where to start but I'll go for it anyway since I've made a promise to her (sweet tak :P)
So I'm now in my 2nd semester of my first year here in Perth and you guys have missed my first semester so for those you are not up to date with my first sem dramas and stuffs, I have only one word for you.....PADANMUKASAPASURUHSOMBONGSANGATTINGGALKANISORG2KATAUSSIEHAAAPADANMUKAMALASLAAANACRITA...
Ok fine whatever, here's what I've gone through so far in the first semester.
First week of uni was boring, homesick blablablaba and since I'm a muslim, I dont go to clubs and even the tav (a bar in my uni) every wednesday night so I figured out that the only way to make friends is by doing what I do best back home.
I played pool, the first guy I played with this chinese dude who apparently was obsessed with Billiard till he even bought his own cue just to beat me badly. Damn! But despite the expensive cue, he's just okay to me cause a lot of other guys that can beat him up easily (Am not bragging but its true). So thats where it all begins, I was the underdog for pool until I played with the real players from curtin (Ahsan,Fahad, Anthony). Among those three, Fahad was the man to beat and so I played with him a couple of times. Normal stuffs and so from Fahad, I started knowing more peeps and girls as well ;)). Me and fahad used to go to other hostels and challenge them for Pool Doubles during weekends.
***OH THE NAME RONNIE ROCKEFELLER? IT WAS A NAME GIVEN BY FAHAD CAUSE HE THOUGHT THE WAY I PLAY IS LIKE RONNIE O' SULLIVAN AND SO I STARTED THINKING THAT SINCE THESE PPL CANT REALLY PRONOUNCE MY NAME PROPERLY, I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE EASIER IF THEY WOULD JUST CALL ME RONNIE INSTEAD. BUT I DONT USE EM ANYMORE, ONLY ON CERTAIN OCCASIONS JE NO BIG DEAL :))***
So yeah thats just about how i make friends in Australia and also some people thought I'm a forgotten Malay cause I dont make friends with them that much. Well, I do make friends with Malays but I dont really hang out with them just for the sake of improving my English so don't get me wrong people, I dont have any international close friends, Those ppl back home (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) are still the best in the world! :D
So 1st semester was a rude awakening for me that I need to be independent smua and it was fun. I've got a very decent results for finals so everything went well. :D
FLIP THE PAGE
2ND SEMESTER
This is my 2nd week for my 2nd semester. Everything went silky silky smooooooth and I'm so obsessed in being very well organized. I do everything and I mean everything in accordance to my weekly schedule. RETARDED MUCH? I DONT GIVE A SHIT HAHAHA.
So when I return to Vickery House, everything went okay except for one, this place is being invaded with the chinese from real pure pure China! HAHA and everyone didnt like it cause its toooooo many of them. Apparently, in my hostel, 82% of the whole residence are Chinese. Oh my days!
And also I've realized that all those cool people from the 1st semester dah balik ke negara masing-masing. Anthony told me, "Fahad's left, you're his successor" I don't know what the hell is that supposed to mean but I think its about poool. Well, I've cool down on my games and started playing table tennis more often cause I kinda like the beauty of every shots. All those swerves, swings, undercuts, AAHHHHH SO SEXY! Hahaha
And thats about it really (I think this is my longest post ever), Sorry sebab takde pictures. Not now, I'm lazy to upload but I will upload them soon I promise you :)) Take care everyone, thanks for your time and good night :D
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